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Saturday, November 19, 2005

how i wish i will do badly and fail my maths and english . . and i can go to 6C . . . but then when i think again , i feel happy that i got 3rd in class and get a voucher . . . but so what . . . a voucher cant cheer you up when you`r sad . . . it cant help you when you nid help . . you cant share your feelings and secrets with them . . . you cant have fun with them . . . you cant hang out with it . . you cant do anything with it BUT FRIENDS CAN !

why ? first is i`m going to 6A and now even Mrs Ang is leaving this school . . haiix . . last time i kept saying that ii will tolorate her as the holidays is coming soon but now i regret what i had said . . Mrs Ang really treat me very well and she also care bout me only that last time i misunderstood her . . haiix . . why cant i learn to cheriish those people around me ? ? until when they are gone i then know how to cherish them but so what if i know ? iits too late . . . haiix . . . every year on the last day of school i will always be very happy but until when i step in to Juying , i then know what is cherish , true friends and love . . haiix . . . this is the first time i will be so sad . . and also this is the year where by i cried the most time becoz of things that happen in school . . . haiix . . . i really cant hold back my tears anymore . . . gonna hate year 2006 as it is the saddest year in my primary school life i guess . . . how i wish the time will go back to the past so that i got a chance to cherish those people around me . . . haiix . . . gonna lose all my close friends and friends . . . they sae they will always rmb me but do they really mean it ? i dunnox . . . haiix . . .

To: Mrs Ang

sorry that i kept disappoint you as you have loads of faith in me . i`m really sorry . . i know that all the scolding you gave me was becoz you care bout me but i`m sorry that i didn realise it . you really treat me very good and also care alot bout me . . last time i tot you are the worest teacher but i guess i`m wrong infact you`r one of the best teacher in my heart . . dun worry . . . ii will study hard from next year onwards . . . nver gonna disappoint you again . . i promise . . wish you all the best . . . take care of your health . . . good luck when you`r teaching in other schools . . . miss you dearly . . .

year 2005 is a very memorial year . . . although go through many ups and downs in this year but i really enjoy and love the moments where by i spent together with my classmates and schoolmates . . . and ahh sya too . . . gonna be a very memorial year . . . this memory will always be in my heart and mind . . . .

after school help out Mrs Ang then when was not around me and Hazirah cry . . . haiix . . . ii miss Mrs Ang and my friends and close freinds . . .yesterday and today is the worest day in my life . . . haiix . . . walk to somewhere and cry . . . after that went to the canteen then when Amir know that Mrs Ang is going he also cry . . . haiix . . . many of us cry lah . . . 8 of us cry . . . haiix . . . cry then stop then cry again then stop den cry again den stop den cry again . . haiix . . . actually i stop cying le coz i hold back my tears then i see Amir cry i cnt tolorate le i also cry . . . haiix . . . went to the toilet and burst out our tears . . . haiix . . . really hate this . . . is not that i dun dare to face the reality but is that i cant . . i dun have the strength and courage to do so . . . haiix . . . dun type le . . . scare i will cry non-stop . . .

*cried while typin this entry*

* miss you guys . . . take care kae . . . see all of you next year . . . must study hard kae . . . take good care of yourself . . . *

* Miss Lonely is my nickname for next year . rmb that . *

* take care care syakirin . . . take good care of yourself dun always fall sick must drinks loads of water . . study hard too . . dun be so playful . . . spent some time in your studies . . . take care . . . <3 you ~` *

[x] i lovee y0u //*
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